miercuri, aprilie 25, 2007

Povestea unei lacrimi si dansul unui fulg

Vantul bate incet mangaind fiecare copac, fiecare creanga, fiecare fir de iarba, fiecare pasare aflata in zbor, lumina soarelui patrunde pana in cele mai intunecate colturi ale lumii, incercand sa aduca un strop de caldura tuturora, pe chip si in suflete... Pamantul, se lasa uitat, cu toate ca acesta da nastere tuturora... Ai privit vreodata o mama care-si creste copiii? Care isi da painea din mana, copilului ei, cu toate ca nu a mancat o zi intreaba? Care renunta la odihna de dupa servici pentru a-si face temele cu copilul, sau sa se joace cu el? Care nu doarme nopti la rand pentru a-si pazi pruncul? Intr-o zi am privit si eu astfel Pamantul, si am descoperit o poveste pe care v-o voi spune si voua!
Din lumina calda si blanda a Soarelui, care ne incalzeste noua viata si sufletele, ofera posibilitatea Pamantului sa uite! Sa uite apasarea grea o poverii ce o duce-n spate, povara grea a trecerii timpului ce nu se opreste sa-i lase o clipa de odihna. Aceste poveri sunt amintirile, amintiri inglobate in lacrimi, lacrimi ce se strang in fiecare gol si formeaza balti, lacuri, mari, oceane. Cu cat e mai mare, cu atat mai multe amintiri, si mai greu de uitat. Dar nu toate sunt amintiri urate, cum nu toate lacurile ori marile nu sunt lipsite de viata! Si totusi, cum omul uita repede ceea ce-l doare, la fel face si Pamantul. Fiecare lacrima e alinata de caldura Soarelui, si transformata in amintire, in fantoma, in umbra, ce se ridica incet incet la ceruri, luand un pic din apasarea de pe spatele Pamantului, dand uitarii durerea pentru a putea continua. Dar astfel se pierd si amintirile placute...
Si totusi amintirile nu se pierd niciodata... Ele sunt sus si acopera Cerul! De aceea, cand Pamantul vrea sa-si aminteasca de vremuri de mult trecute, e de ajuns sa dea nastere vantului, care cauta printre copaci si printre frunze, printre firele de iarba si picaturile de apa ale cascadelor, prin cuiburile pasarilor si culcusul animalelor, intreband, cercetand, cautand... Dar amintirile le gaseste mereu sus, in Ceruri! Asa ca, atunci cand o gaseste, amintirea e tot naluca, umbra ce pluteste printre nouri, si nu vrea sa coboare jos, inapoi in mintea Pamantului. Asa ca vantul o ademeneste cu promisiunea eliberarii, a vietii, infasurandu-se in jurul amintirii si transformand-o, din umbra in ingeras de nea, intr-un fulg de zapada unic in felul sau! Atras de mirajul vietii, fulgul incepe sa danseze si sa se lase purtat de dulcea melodie pe care vantul i-o sopteste la ureche, fara sa-si dea seama ce se intampla cu adevarat. Acum amintirea, fulgul, se apropie incet de Pamant, inapoi de unde a plecat (de unde candva era dorita uitata, acum e dorita inapoi)! Si dansand incet un dans al vietii, incet-incet isi da seama ca de fapt e un dans al mortii, caci e ultimul, primul si ultimul din viata lui, caci vede Pamantul apropiindu-se... Dar nu dispera si danseaza in continuare... Ajuns pe Pamant, fulgul se transforma incet in amintire, si inapoi de unde a fost uitata...
Dar nu e moarte, caci candva, amintirea aceasta va fi din nou uitata, si va avea din nou sansa sa danseze... Nici o amintire nu se uita, ci doar se ascunde, caci fara amintiri frumoase nu putem trai. Dar o amintire frumoasa se castiga din zece urate... Asa ca nu va fie teama sa gresiti, caci asta ne face pe noi sa ramanem lacrimi sau fulgi...amintirea noastra in mintea celorlalti, care nu ne vor lasa niciodata sa murim!

vineri, aprilie 20, 2007

I love

My love... the one that I would run to in a second, just to get a kiss from her! The one for whom I would give my heart and soul if her will request it from me. My love is in my mind every moment of the day... to see her, I just have to close my eyes, to hear her, I just have to listen to my heart, to feel her I just have to dream.... My love...

Imagine the wind that is blowing from the trees, as being the sound of the voice that you have waited all your life to hear. Imagine the stars that are shining in the night as being the eyes you dream every night! Imagine the grass that you are gently caressing with you hands, as being the soft skin of the one you love! Imagine your heart as being a bird that flies up...in the sky above, among the stars, throw the trees, near to the grass...

My love is among all this words, hidden in the rows, in the words, in the blackness of the night, in the light of the stars, in the wings of a pigeon, in the colour of the flowers!

But when is day, and all the star are gone, or when you are in the city, and there is no grass to feel, or when there are no trees for the wind to get a voice? I am not sad, because my heart will always fly to that piece of dream in which I can feel safe...

miercuri, martie 28, 2007

Happiness


How does it feel to feel? How does it feel to wake-up in the morning and feel the cold water on your face ... to smell the fresh morning air ... to see the sun rising over the sleepy city?
How does it feel to touch the door on your way out ... to see the room your leaving from ... to plan the day that its ahead?
How does it feel to talk to the person you were waiting to encounter that day ... to hear your voice in your mind ... to hear everything that she is saying ... to hear you talking to her ... to feel her breath as she is coming close to you ... to feel her lips gently stroking yours ... to feel your heart beating like mad in that instance ... to want to feel like that forever ...
How does it feel to see a smile on the street and to feel happy seeing that someone else is happy to...to hold her hand as she is putting her head on your shoulder ... to caress her hair ... to loose your self in her eyes?
How does it feel to go to sleep with her in your mind? How doe it feel to feel?
Imagine that the answer to all of the questions above is I DO NOT KNOW! Well ... in my opinion HEAVEN=FEEL! You can`t feel alive if you don`t feel! Without feeling we are just alive, waking zombies with no heart!
Remember, a smile from you, seen by a sad or confused person, can mean the difference between Heaven and Hell! So smile to your friends as much as you can, smile to your love, even if it is not close you..
SMILE BECAUSE IS A PRIVILEGE TO BEE HAPPY, BUT IS A CRIME TO KEEP IT FOR YOURSELF!

sâmbătă, martie 24, 2007

Tears

A tear felt from the sky or from a persons face, for a lot of people means sadness. But why?
In my opinion, a tear is something to be glad for. If you cry from happiness or sadness, you should be glad, because it means that the person is alive. In my opinion, tear, warm or cold, is a very good think for the heart! So what if the tear is cold today, tomorrow it could be warm! Be happy to be alive, and be glad that you have a heart that is beating, and it could bring you the strongest feeling in the world. Only few have this potential!
But remember! The tear, must not trickle inside the heart, only outside, on the face!

luni, martie 19, 2007

I will love you


Day by day I look at you, not knowing what to do... I`d gladly give myself to you, but don`t ask for my heart... My heart is free, my heart is gone, my heart is just beside your window, waiting for you to open it, so it can enter in your life!
My heart chose to look after you, my heart chose to love you, but only you can choose to love me! Imagine that a smile from you, is like a key for me and every time you smile, a door to Heaven opens for me... You`re every word spoken will be like oxygen for me! You`re every kiss will be like a gift for me, a gift that I`ve waited for all my life.


If I was made of sand, and you were the ocean, I would dissolve myself to you, so I could be with you forever. If I were a snowflake, and you were an angel in the sky, I would fly to Heaven, just to melt myself on your lips. If I were to be the Sun, and you the Moon, I would never rest to run after you, even if it will took me 100 years, just to see you...
I will find you, and I will steal your heart, just as you stole mine the first time I dreamt of you! I`M NOT BLIND BUT I CAN`T SEE YOU. I`M NOT A FOUL, BUT I DREAM OF YOU. I`M NOT YOURS, I JUST LOVE YOU.